i'm elated.exhilarated.totally blessed.

whee.it's been an extremely exciting week.filled with many many surprises.good ones.yup. : D. in case you havent been introduced,this is my smiley with a mole.hehhh.

let me begin.

monday.JC talks.nothing very much.went to listen to vjc,njc,rjc and hci.yup.these 4 very schools.basically i really hadnt much interest in any of them (especially njc) cos ive already set my heart on going to acsi ib.another reason was also cos i felt that i couldnt survive in rjc and hci.i didnt even think i could qualify to become a christmas tree.lol.ohh but vjc,rjc and hci really tempted me cos theyve got really eloquent and friendly school leaders and staff.besides their facilities really blew me away.for hci at least.yup.

tuesday.CAREER talks.i went for law,corporate communications and tourism.law was so super super super cool.junior lawyers like earn a basic salary of $4000.plus consultation $250/hr.yup. a lot a lot of money right.ok.then senior lawyers or partners earn a basic salary above $10 000.consultation can go up to $1000/hr.wheee.so coolio.yup.the best thing is you only have to study for 4 years.then pupilage for a year at a firm,drawing a salary of course,and then you'll be called to the bar!so much better than becoming a doctor or something.also,you dont have to be a litigation lawyer.you could always be a conveyancing lawyer or a corporate lawyer and earn MUCH more.lol.anw.corporate comm was sorta my kind of thing.but kind of difficult to allow you to earn much.so let's skip that.TOURISM!!it was super exciting.super fun.i'm so super proud of Singapore.the videos were soooooooooo cool.yup.xianglin totally digs tourism.like pretty her kind of thing too.anyway.at the end of the day i decided when i go to university,i'm going to pursue a double degree in law and journalism.super super cool.but i wonder how i'll be able to cope.nevermind.the Lord WILL provide as he always does. : D.

wednesday & thurday!!COLLECTION OF RESULTS!those 2 days were extremely exciting.and they were the best days of my life.i truly experienced the ever faithfulness of the Lord.indeed.he never fails anyone of us.be encouraged.for the Lord is always here for us when we need Him.PRAISE THE LORD!anyway.now i qualify to become a christmas tree but i wont become one cos i think it's not very pretty.lol.but still.never in my wildest dreams would i have expected that i would actually have a chance to be a christmas tree!lol.

friday.was boring.we had a career choice and interview preparation workshop.it was pretty helpful and yup.i'm sure the notes would help a whole lot.after the workshop we had chem prac lesson.all we had to do was test the indicators and try to get the colour that we needed.the chemicals were like free-flow and we were like super super high.after that was physics practical briefing.found out quite a lot of stuff and school ended at 335pm for class 4I.after that, i had to called up East Coast Resorts to book a chalet for our class.the lady said we had to make a trip down to place a deposit of $50.and what did we do?we cabbed all the way down.8 bucks divided among the 4 of us.we spent some time at the beach and fed the ants with peanuts and then stared at them.lol.after which we took about an hour finding our way to parkway to take a bus home.we stopped by McDonald's halfway and got food to eat.as we were walking through the underpass,Brenda did the most embarrassing thing in her whole life.and she said it was my fault.so she didnt wanna share her fries with me anymore.hmphf.luckily ying-wah gave me a bite of her McChicken.lol.i'm so pig.ohh wells.

today.Meeting at JSSC.finally met so many of them after so so long.it was Alex's birthday and i got him 2 slices of cake cos the Malays were fasting and it would be most insensitive of us to eat a cake in front of them dont u think.now all of you have learnt one very important lesson on racial sensitivity.social cohesion in Singapore is what allows us to be what we are today.each and every Singapore is interdependent and maintaining harmony among all races is what we should all strive to achieve.after the meeting,i realised that tuition was actually slated to start at 1pm and by then it was already 108pm.lol.i rushed like never before only to realise i wasnt the latest.lol.and i had kfc.lol.after class that it.

so well.this is my week and i hope yours was just as exciting.lol.have fun y'all!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i'm happy happy now.no more prelims left.yay!!it's been 2 extremely tiring and totally draining weeks.and now.i gladly announce the first wave of examinations have finally come to an end.however.as the chinese say,"after every wave falls,a subsequent wave will rise."but that's in november, so we dont havta worry about the stress now.just study.be consistent.work hard and stress yourself later.lol.but but but.prelims results coming out this wednesday and thursday.so.i also scared.scared scared.i'm in such a.hmmm.repetitive mood.i've been like that all week though.lol.

anyway.we went to k on friday.we were like totally high.did a lot of weird stuff.fun stuff.crazy stuff.unforgettable stuff. :D. ohh.and i've invented my own smiley!it's a smile with a mole.lol.hehhh.so ya.the service at the kbox at toa payoh has improved by leaps and bounds.we were like being greeted by this extremely enthusiatic staff member and i was kinda freaked out.so i started laughing like crazy.then along the corridor there were 2 staff memebers that were pretty cute i suppose.and ya.nothing much already just that we had a lot of fun.lol.ohhh.xianglin got her ears pierced earlier that morning too!and yingwah made us an overwhelming chocolate cheese cake.brenda of all of us was the only one who dressed up.the rest of us totally dressed down.ok.me at least.lol.but it was still suitable ok!i had fun.yay!!

then after i unboarded the bus at my stop i realised i had to walk through this really dark and scary alley which is less than 50m long.but i was still kinda afraid.so i called the laziest and slackest person in this world-brandon.lol.it was like only 8 and he was doing nothing at all,getting ready to sleep.and then i called.and kept him up for another 2 more hours.then he went to sleep.lol.i helped him sleep at a normal time ok!i'm like so super nice can.lol.

well that's been part of my week.dont think you'd want to know about everything anyway.lol.thanks for reading!!takkaire darlings.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

BOO!

the exams are here. in like another week time my exams will start which is bad.

i have loads of stuff to study and i am not even in the EOYs "must study" mood. help me! haha.

I have decided that i will and i must start studying now. I've got Bio to finish, Chemistry to do, Physics to start studying, Humanities to start reading up, Chinese to start practicing, Maths to start practicing... anymore?? i would think that should be it. summarised really shortly into a sentence.

I guess after the EOYs in 3 - 4 weeks time i can go play play with may, bernice, yujie, siyu, sabrina, feli, faith and our gang soon! haha. looking forward...

my tryst with the prelims

it's been a week of exams.it's been.good i suppose.after all what's done is already done and i can alter no part of it.what ive done.or can only do.is to entrust it into God's hands isnt it.so there you have it.my exciting week in these few words.however i have to mention what happened on friday cos it was really exciting.lol.

after chemistry it was like 215pm already.imagine how hungry we were.gastric juices were like spewing out of our glands or whatever they are.lol.guess what.we went to lunch at cafe cartel!wheee.at first we were like hmmm.where to go for lunch.of course i voted for my ice kachang.but brenn raised her objections so we had to find another place to lunch at.so we took the train all the to orchard and decided to choose there and then.

we alighted at orchard and just walked to our right.naturally,as we always do.then we realised we were heading towards food republic.then as we went up the escalator ying wah starting mentioning that she didnt know what to eat at food republic already.we were talking about it till we were on the same level as Ding Tai Fung.suddenly,i saw brenn and xianglin staring intently on DTF.they were considering that place for lunch.lol.but i'd think it's extremely expensive for students.so after a while of deliberation we decided on cafe cartel!!wheee.

brendn,xianglin and i shared the chicken cutlet and st.louis pork ribs!shiok shiok!!lol.then yingwah decided to be loner so she ordered an individual fish and chips only to be disappointed once again cos the fillet was so super small.lol.not exactly small just.she just thinks that it's small and not worth its price.she ate that little bit and paid more while brenn,xianglin and i paid less for more.hehhh.wheee.

anw.dont think i should blog anymore.y'all take lotsa care alright and all the best for whatever exams u might have soon or might be completing soon! :D

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

exams!!

wheee.somehow i do realise i'm kinda weird.everyone's like saying "PRELIMS COMING!!" and i'm like "OOO.GOING TO JC SOON!".lol.i think i'm crazy.dont really care.daniel's crazier.lol.

exam stress's like getting to me.but like not getting to me as well.you see.i'm kinda stressed cos i'm not stressed.lol.which is like.totally unhealthy.lol.ohh wells.not like i can control when stress will come or when it decides to make an arrival in beatrice rather than me rite.so the only thing that i can do is to handle it right.rite?lol.i'm making sense.i am wise.hur hur.

so anyway.today's gonna be slightly different from previous posts.i'm kinda caught up with storing why the merger took place and how it failed.so i cant really recall what happened this week.

however i can tell you about thursday cos it was utterly exciting.i left the house at 8 for tuition at mr chua's.i got high at the intervalcos mr chua gave us ice lemon tea and lime coke and nice oatmeal biscuits and EGG TARTS!lol.yup.and actually.everyone else at my table got high too.wheee.xinglu was super funny.ask him about it if you want to know.lol.

moving on.mummy took half day off so she took the 3 of us out.we watched the devil wears prada.lol.what a movie to watch with my family.it's so.off.but it was cool.lol.so after that we went on our shopping spree!!first stop:new urban male.hehhh.i bought my spain shirt and my mummy bought her kitty heels.apparently she's been searching for them for like ages.lol.so yes.she found them and I got my shirt!and the guys there are damn hot.lol.oh mans.melts.

then we went to lucky plaza to fix bea's specs.i think i spoilt them.but then i'd choose to consider them poor workmanship.that's cos i barely did anything to it at all!lol.i'm retarded.brandon likes to call me that.anyway.i almost bought my sunglasses but the lady said the lens had like only 20% of UV protection so she advised me against buying them.so i'm still stuck with my grey ones.would anyone out there please please please get me a pair of gucci or prada? :D

after that we went over to far east to get my white heels.but as i tried the heels on, i realised red pointys suit me better.so i got them instead!lalala.but then the pointys have like really lousy put on rubber bases.like both of them came off at church today.lol.lousy.but i still like them.lol.fettishes.

after far east we went to wisma for dinner.and i got my favourite crystal jade soy sauce chicken!10 bucks only k.shiok shiok.lol.so yup.there's about all of my day.

prelims tomorrow.back to mugging.thanks all for reading!

please remind me that ive got more shopping to do at FOX.lol.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

Hello

It has been a while since i last blogged. SIS!! see!! i am blogging now. stop nagging me to blog alr ah. haha. yeah. she has been, " Bea, remember to blog ah. Bea, rememeber ah...."

and FINALLY THE MOMENT SHE HAS BEEN WAITING FOR! I AM BLOGGING!

It has been busy few weeks of school work, test, and not exams are round the bend. I want to study but then when i study i would go to sleep. tell me why. Why is it like that? haha. but i guess i will be fine, i hope.
I thank the Lord that He has helped me through that busy week of school projects, chinese SIA, maths SIA, Sciences SIA, blah blah blah. now that it is over at least i need not worry that much. I am a little more carefree now. :D

Well, i dont think i will blog very very long today cause my life has been the same, not much excitement so.. i wil stop here. I will say more the next time.
bye

-beatrice

retarded videos.finally.

wheee.i was inspired by yingwah who did her new skin all by herself without the help of any software that i decided to try to widen the borders of my blog myself.now.i can put up the long awaited retarded videos of my siblings!

first up.kissing nat.PART 1.




kissing nat PART 2.



counting with beatrice



toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

boo.

i'm sorry.

i cant help it if i'm retarded. stupid. biombotic. troublesome. disturbing. irritating. funny. mean. fat. ugly. and what not. i dont mean to alright.dont talk to me if you realise you cant stand these traits of mine.

lol.i think i think too much.bad.very bad indeed.lalala.i've got chemistry remedial tomorrow cos i'm lousy.

i miss talking to clifton too.booo!must call him after the 1oth of this month.i've already like hit 300mins of incoming calls this month.i'm so gonna get scolded by mummy.

new resolution.whatever it is.
STOP TALKING ON THE PHONE TILL LATE AT NIGHT!

yup.let's hope i'll b able to keep to this one.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

emotional rollercoaster

blah~i've been going high n low recently.lol.really amusing isnt it.usually when i say i've got a mood swing, i'm usually depressed and down.probably suicidal as well.lol.but the moodswing i'm on now has two extremes.either i'm high, retarded and drunk, or i'm really low, depressed and extremely cry-able.

well you might be going, "whatever manda."but it is what's been going on.

on Tuesday, brenda,yinwah,xianglin and i headed down to ikea to get stuff for our teachers' day presents.initially we hadnt any idea what to get them, but slowly and surely, our creative juices started flowing.wheeeeee~we decided to make them cushion covers!well we bought the cushion as well.lol.besides the cushions we got them an individual gift each too.we bought what we thought represented them most.anyway.while at the children/toys section i think i was pretty retarded somehow.i saw this berry-like looking thing n i shouted RASPBERRY!in total excitement, i picked it up and started swinging it around.it was then that i realised "hey this thingy has legs man.ooo.it has a head.a beak.OHH!it's an ostrich!"yup.not only that.after all of us broke into guffaws, xianglin told me, "i think that was quite funny."she said it in such a nonchalent manner i couldnt help but double over in laughter again.and yes.you guessed it.she was laughing too.

so yup we had so much fun in ikea i think we're gonna head back next time.wheeee.after we finished shopping brenda n i decided to go satisfy our craving for meatballs!so we took our time to eat n eat.after we were done we had to ehad to plaza sing.we went to spotlight to get the other materials we needed and IRON ON ADHESIVE!woots.i totally dig that man.lol.but then u know what.the peak hour for cabs was like 5o'clock but brenn n i ate till we only reached the taxi stand at 5.05.lol.so yup.we paid an extra 2 bucks because brenda n i were enjoying our balls.meatballs that is.lol.at spotlight, we spent an entire half an hour trying to choose what coloured felt we should use for each cushion.mind you.we chose 4 colours only.lol.so after we paid we realised there were more individual gifts to be bought.i had to rush home as well.so i took all the shopping bags n took the train to pp and waited for daddy to send me home while the rest continued with the search for presents.

guess what retarded thing happened along the pp escalator.chuon yan saw me rushing up and shouted my name.i thought it was some crazy person that somehow so happened to shout amanda so i totally ignored him.as i was reaching the top i suddenly realised that that person who shouted my name sounded like chuon yan,so i turned back.by the time i turned my head i couldnt see anyone anymore.partly cos he was too far down.another reason was cos i wasnt wearing my specs so i could hardly see anything at all.lol.

on Wednesday,the girls came over to my house again for a while cos brenda had to rush back to sch for some stupid rehearsal and i had to rush to meet jim for lunch cos he was pissed with a lot of stuff.lol.but well he paid for my lunch so that's kinda worth it all.anyway,i'm sure we all can remember how heavily it was raining that day.from my house out there were so many deep water pools that yingwah, xianglin and my shoes were all soaked.bleagh.and while walking on the pavement,cos i was pretty near the edge,the bus drove past and 'vroom!' the water splashed all over my skirt.can u imagine being drenched in your uniform.holding bio tys.some big umbrella and going to meet your best friend for lunch?actually that wasnt exactly the worse part.lol.so jim and i were at tp having lunch.i had an extra ice kachang too!since my skirt was wet,when i got up to go get my ice kachang, i was super worried about getting a butt print ony my skirt.lol.thank goodness there wasnt or i wouldve simply died.lol.

after my ice kachang,i felt extremely cold.basically, i was freezing.from inside.bah!i felt extremely retarded.nevermind.after which we went to macs to do work.it wasnt cold at all so i was sorta able to u warm up you see.lol.when jim decided he was too tired and wanted to go home to sleep we then went to our favourite bubble tea shop for our usual order.papaya blended ice for me and honeydew milk tea for jim!and then...here comes the climax again.I STARTED FREEZING FROM THE INSIDE ONCE MORE!hehhh.to make it worse,the aircon in the bus that i took was blasting ok.now you know why i was shivering.lol.

on Thursday,i went back to peichun to see Mr Tang.yup.i see him every year.seriously.he made me speak chinese better.seriously.i went into 6A and spoke to the current P6-es about not getting stressed, relax,work hard and the results will come naturally because we have fantastic teachers.that's like totally true.anyway.the 6A'02 people were acting like total big shot in the hall and talking to random small kids.of the few hundred of them.i did notice 2 of them.that being kenneth who totally digged kicking an airless ball and jade who was totally adorable.she waved at me and smile and told me that she was in P1.now how cute's that!everyone go awww now."AWWWW..."yup.i really miss peichun man.all our memories.all there!i love the toilet.my classroom.the hall.the canteen.the everything!ohh and now.they hav so much more facilities than we ever had.they now hav a 3 storeyed sports hall.how cool's that man!cedar's not even half as big as peichun.sobs.

after peichun we decided to head down to woodlands to look for Ms Lam.at first we werent really sure about whether to go or not.we referring to peirong and i.but after a while we decided heyy why not.we havent seen Ms Lam in ages anyway.we met her at causeway point and she kindly treated us to swenson's ice cream!the guys so wanted to foot the bill and Ms Lam decided to jump the gun by going to the manager and telling her not to allow anyone else but her to foot the bill.lol.that was pretty funny.so throughout dessert we were talking about how everyone else was now and what happened in those good ol' days.i really miss it all.when we decided to take a group photo it kinda got pretty funny cos apparently the staff at that swenson's outlet were totally camera idiots.lol.they never managed to take a photo for us at all.u see i dont even mention decent photo cos no image turned out at all.one guy even covered the lens with his finger and took the photo for us.lol.

at around 4.30 Ms Lam had to go off and a few of the guys left as well.the rest of us were deliberating between movie or starbucks.and chongyeow decided to be slightly mean to me.he stood behind me and started saying "bim...bim...bim..."and then he told me to complete the word.being extremely obliging.i said "bo".lol.yup.now we all know what he thinks of me as.lol.but well,throughout the whole of that day, peirong and i were the taitais of the group.pretty amusing.and have i said i totally love going out with peirong?yup yup yup.we had so much fun together unboarding the bus at the wrong time and boarding the mrt at the wrong time and trying to reply to xiuming's "do you think ______ is hot"questions.yup.lol.

Friday, i went to youth hub to study.malina invited so many friends.but it was cool listening to them talk about their primary school times too.they mentioned something about a guy from primary school that was called hongbin and he was pretty weird.so happened that there was a hongbin in peichun too and he was pretty weird too!or so i think at least.lol.the hongbin from peichun used to wear bright red underwear to school.and how would i know?cos he tucked his shirt into his underwear.and so when he bent over.yes we all know what was revealed.

when i got home in the evening i got pretty high.things got even more extreme when brandon called.lol.i got even more high until he said a few mean stuff n i got low.but then.my mood sprang back to being high again after a while.pretty coolio dont u think.n so.like a tourguide.i brought him up and down through my emotional rollercoaster.see how good i am?totally pro dont u think.i'm so INFLUENTIAL.INFECTIOUS.

TODAY.i went to tuition totally drunk.on myself that is.lol.i got super high and was laughing like a complete idiot.i giggled at the smallest thing.and then 2 of the guys at my table was like having a catfight among themselves.it was quite a sight.lol.anyway.i got chuon yan high.stephanie high and probably other people high during tuition itself.lol.after tuition we went to bk for lunch.probably tea for the rest.but it was my lunch.we got high talking so much nonsense.even stuart got high after a while.he even sparked off the extreme highness of chuon yan,xinglu and guan jie.there was one part whereby i got so high,i nudged xinglu and he hit his drink over and it spilt all over leaving him with less than half a cup of sprite or 7-up.whatever it might be.then they said when they lunch on thursday they're not gonna bring me along lest i get high and do something bad again.lol.booo.

okie.that's all.thanks for reading this totally long post.hehhh.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou